Monday, September 18, 2017

Gallery of Hearts

I’m a piece of plain, they are my paint. Making every part of me more colorful, and yet more beautiful. They know my brightest corners and my darkest sides, the light and my shadow. They are my Nirvana, where peace and happiness can’t be explained. Simply, my home, my family…



My sister, Shaira Kate Abecilla, she was brightest of my shade. She can be the smallest beast I’ve ever seen, but the sweetest in our team. Loves to sing but not very well, she sing with a language, even I can’t tell. She’s opposite of me, a perfect counter so far, she likes loud, I’m comfortable with silence. She loves to live outside; I prefer to be at home. I love her no matter what; I must protect her by all means. She likes to eat, more than she cooks, Loves internet, watching Korean boy groups performing, and laughing in small things.




Ronald Abecilla, my Dad, The one who sacrifice his days with us, to work abroad as machine operator to support our family. Even he’s always come home every year, the days he’s stays are not enough to express how we missed him from days he was not here. In order to gives us the most comfortable future he can make for us.

Wednesday, September 13, 2017

All About Me





By the way , my name is Jims Bryan Barlan Pama Rocero Abecilla,but my friends call me as Jimz, I'm a 16 year old weirdo kuya in Marinig ,Cabuyao, Laguna. If you want to give me some gift on mah Birthday , its January 03 , I'm a 2001 baby of a hospital somewhere in Calamba, (I really don't remember where). As i mention earlier, im a weird kuya ,yes that's me. I'm a moody person ,it seems Im an "isnaberong" tall guy that even im happy, i look angry, but if you already know me, and im become comfortable in your side, you will see me smiling, grinly. I study kindergarten in Catanuan, Quezon and later on we move in Laguna, I spend my half of my elementary days in Pulo Elementary School, one of my teacher once scold me, because while she teach her lesson to us, Im just doodling some stuff and she notice me. Even it seems bad ,Its accually fun to remember , those times that I have my own world , simple yet it my happiness. Another half of my elementary days spend in South Marinig Elementary School, after we move to our house in Clamba City. This school , i experience the fun and excitement by knowing those new things out of my box. Clmbing in fences , dancing in front of the crowd , having friends, a puppy love, that life was so big, i must dream bigger. Without thinking what people may say, Because being I, was the whole of what am I.




I spend my highschool life in Gulod National High School. Thats the most memorable experience of my life, i learn to be a competitive , make new friend,Learned in all aspects of life , to love and to be loved, Well thats higschool, I Missed them already... 


I mention earlier that I'm a weirdo kuya, my likes and hobbies are "unique" for some normal dudes of my age. They play basketball, vollyball , badminton . Me? I'll prefer to stay home and embrace my solidarity;I'm not a psycho but just I love it when I'm alone. Writing poems, sketching some stuff, making advance origami;













it seems that my hobbies needs focus and atension as well as efforts and time , but its ok. I do it in order to release my stress , and also a form of expressing my self as a whole, just like diary for normal person. If you have a dark sense of humour. I can be your best companion, I don't know why but I love the thrill it gives to me , and to boost my creativity.


I do some home made prosthetic , made from wax... 
I do Painting , song writing , and anything related to arts. So if your an artist it would be easy to be my friend. Music that has "simpleng hugot" was one of my fave songs, I prefer songs sang by what I call friends , it feels comfortable yep they are awesome! In terms of food, any may vary . as long as It looks like food, thats enough..haha In terms of what I hate. I have a list. When my efforts give not enough recognition. When my effort seems to be wasted. Ignoring me. When they think the time I spend is not enough. Not listening on what I say. Passing to me the obligation to decide for many people. Thinking of I'm worthless. Approaching because they just need me. People who waste their time. Gossips about me. People who choose to surrender rather than to try. Comparing people. People who really don't care to the emotion of anyone. Blamers. People who thinks that I'm stupid enough to not know what they are doing. People who see me as an enemy. Saying that its fine for them but actually silently judge me. Fake. Liar. See me as Babibo.
But all i can do is to ignore them My ambition is to be an Architect or Engineer or a Nurse or a Teacher some day, as long as I can provide the needs of my family and my future family. I want to help them , that's my goal in my life.
As of now , Im one of the students of STI Sta Rosa, StEM T

Friday, August 11, 2017

William James is considered by many to be the most insightful and stimulating of American philosophers, as well as the second of the three great pragmatists (the middle link between Charles Sanders Peirce and John Dewey).


Born in New York City on January 11, 1842, William James was the oldest of the five children of Henry James, Sr., and Mary Walsh James.  His oldest brother, Henry James, Jr., the renowned writer of fiction, was followed by two other brothers and a sister.  The family frequently moved between America and Europe, the father having inherited an amount of money sufficient to allow him to enjoy the life of an intellectual.  While growing up, William had a passion for drawing.  Since he wanted to become a painter, the family moved to Newport, Rhode Island in 1860, where William studied with the leading American portraitist, William Morris Hunt.  Although he had talent, he gave up this career goal in less than a year.  He had decided that it was insufficient for him to do first-rate work.  All this is indicative of three things:  the family’s remarkable support for his aspirations; his own quest to achieve excellence; and his restless, indecisive difficulty in remaining committed to a career path.

Wednesday, August 9, 2017

William James

Well hello guys ! today in this article you will see the life and achievements of one of the most influential philosopher of his time , its Sir William James . He was a guy with full of views towards life , and know what happiness could be. In this article, we will discuss his one of the well-known chapter in his book , and also to be familiar on his philosophy;Varieties of Religious Experience.



Is there such things as Good and Evil? 
 We have different perception on how we see. It seems to be a matter of making a choice, a decision ;if it is a Good thing to do, or looks to be not right at all.  It can be a 2 sided coin, a neutral one , that everytime you've been tossed  in a situation, you cant decide even though you may either become the Head ,that seems just right, but hides the Tail of morbidness, or to face the rough side of yours, even they don't see your sides of good intensions .

This explains the chapter from The Varieties of Religious Experience, The Healthy-Minded and the Sick Souls, written by Sir William James. 

William James was the oldest among the five children of Henry James Sr., known to be a great writer of fiction, and Mary Welsh James He got his medical degree in Harvard after he studied Philosophy and medicine in Germany, but he did not plan to practice medicine and seemed lost also to what to do with the rest of his life. With the same year, James’ neurological symptoms had become worst that it almost makes him to be invalid, in that time he considered to commit suicide. But in 1870, after reading an excerpt of Treatment of Inner Freedom by Charles Renouvier, he finds answer to his problem in voluntary act of will, he start down his recovery. He was a member of a Metaphysical Club that included Oliver Wendell Holmes, who taught law at Harvard and would go on to serve on the U. S. Supreme Court, and Charles Sanders Peirce, a philosopher of science, who would become the founder of American pragmatism. He published “The Sentiment of Rationality,” his first important article in his new discipline.

Let now examine one of his Lectures in Varieties of Religious Experience , with the fascinating contrast between healthy-minded, and the one he called the sick souls.

Lets begin in William James view of religion. Religion was one of a polarizing subject people are associated with organized religion, often one attitude will determine their views on the religion as a whole, when we hear the world religion, its seem to have connection to a church, suggest so much hypocrisy , unfair treatment by people, tenacity or continuing so long of superstition , that we are not able to see and understand people,things situations clearly,intelligently.
But his interest was not actually on religious institutions, ritual, or even for the most part religious ideas, but on the;

 "..feelings, acts, and experiences of individual men in their solitude, so far for as they apprehend themselves to stand in relation to what they may consider the divine.” 

An excerpt from his book The Principles of Psychology.
 The central distinction of the early chapters on “The Religion of Healthy-Mindedness” and “The Sick Souls”, Healthy-mindedness has a deep sense of “the goodness of life”, a soul of sky blue tint, can be involuntary, just natural to someone, but often comes in more willful forms. These represented alternative ways of viewing the world and resulted in different religious temperaments. The healthy mindedness was individuals who associated what he called “mind cure movement”. The leaders in this faith; James said, had an intuitive belief in the all-saving power it healthy-minded attitudes in conquering efficacy of courage, hope, trust and a correlative contempt for doubt, fear, worry, and all nervously precautionary states and mind, base on this description it is evident that this movement in one form from another has continued to be influential until the present day. He believe there were definite benefits to adopting the healthy-minded view of life, James was struggled with depression throughout his life so he understood the rejuvenating effect of positive thinking, but also James recognize the healthy mind of view are inappropriate as he said

 “… does it not appear as if one who lived more habitually on one side of the pain-threshold might need a different sort of religion from one who habitually lived on the other?”. Individuals who are incapable of living on the positive side of the “pain-threshold” probably won’t find healthy-mindedness an appropriate perspective to adapt. For the “Sick Souls” in the context “…radical evil gets its innings” (V, 163). 

No matter how secure one may feel, the sick soul finds that

 “…unsuspected from the bottom of every fountain of pleasure, as the old poet said, something biter rises up, a touch of nausea, a falling dead of the delight…”. 

These states are not simply unpleasant sensations, deeper region and often have an appalling convincingness. Morbid-mindedness ,on the other hand, view of life is unavoidable for some people due to the circumstances of their lives or attitudinal disposition. However many would also suggest that such a view is not desirable and hence to be avoided at all cost, but this is not what James view.


” …the evil facts which it refuses positively to account for are a genuine portion of reality; and they may after all be the best key to life’s significance, and possibly the only openers of our eyes to the deepest levels of truth.”. 


James saw a connection between the depth of one’s despair and the level of appreciation for life that one could eventually achieve.

 James is our great philosopher of the point. He tells us more than anyone else about what it's like to stand in that open space and feel the winds pulling you now here, now there. It took very exceptional qualities to do this. Very likely it needed someone who had been through a searing experience of "morbidity" as James had been, and had come out the other side. But it also needed someone of wide sympathy and extraordinary powers of phenomenological description; further, it needed someone who could feel and articulate the continuing ambivalence in himself. 

I conclude, Human personality was the most complex area to study, because of every individual’s unique characteristics. In his book, it tells us that the experience was the true religion. Teachings, practices, and attitude were just its secondary goal. Experience can be includes the conversion; the transformation from imperfect self to a more unified consciousness can be gradually process.






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